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Thursday, July 13, 2006

DOE says "Think Good Things & Have Good Dreams"

While most grandmothers are called by Grandmommy, Grandmother, Nana, Mom (with the first name of the grand parent attached to mom) and other sweet names, my name as a grand mother was totally unexpected. When my first grand son, DeShawn was born, I searched for the right name, and it seemed that nothing came up to fit me, so I just settled with Grandmommy, hoping that would work for me in the long run. And it worked well for awhile, good enough since nothing else came up.

Then Anthony, my youngest grand son came along, and I was amazed in his total beauty when I first say him at the age of less than a month old, sadly unexpected at my Mom's memorial. Both my grand boys light in their eyes held a special light in the lose of my mother.

Anthony changed my name a year latter when he started to talk. I thought he was saying DeShawn, but I was wrong, he was calling out for me, and my name was Doe. He cried it when he was tired, when he was sleepy, rejoiced the name of Doe when happy or when my attention was needed with him. To this day, I do not understand how or why he decided to call me DOE, and I accept this, as it is such a love name in regards of me having a new name replacing everyday grandmother expected name!

So now I am Doe, the one that today and hopefully in their future will they see me as their grandmother with worlds of who knows what, they named me Doe. (Maybe I am dear to them.) They are 2 & 4 years old and we have our bed time story of sleep time and many other special times.

Our bedtime story from me as Doe is special , and rules are no toys, no talking, no playing, or getting up at bedtime, and the most important thing when we close our eyes is "to think good things, and have good dreams." Then I kiss their face in their full yawn, not even sure if they know I placed the kissed in their half sleep, and watch them turn over to settle themselves within a deep sleep, and pat both their backs to make sure they are concentrating in their sleep. And I am thankful of my new name of Doe, and thankful it is so easy for them to say and future grand children can say with ease. And thankful that they dreamed up such a name and tickled that my grand children would called me of such a love name. I hope it is because I am a dear to them, yet, I realize that Anthony could not pronounce my name at the time, and Doe just fell in place and stuck. I love my grand boys, and telling the story of my name of Doe is something I want to remember and them remember as well.

Katie

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

PANKAJ SAINI & WEBSITES OF PORN FILTH

I have posted several blogs under this blog dealing with Pankaj Saini and his porn sites, and it has gotten out of hand. Therefore, any more blog posts from me will be under

Expose Pankaj Saini

This is such an important matter that I created a new blog, and people need to understand that this jerk uses mymyblackteen, teenyboppers, fuckedupteen, and probably many more sites unknown as of now to sabotage, high jack, steal, and now terrorism has come to mind with me.
Please check out new blog concerning this, and hopefully it will be a station where many can go and comment.
Katie
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PANKAJ SAINI REARS AGAIN WITH SABOTAGE, HIGHJACKING & THEFT WITH NEW SITES!

PANKAJ SAINI REARS AGAIN WITH SABOTAGE, HIGHJACKING & THEFT WITH NEW SITES!

Pankaj Saini and his team of followers continue their journey with new sites named fuckedupteens.com, teenybopperclub, mymyblackteen and probably more that we are not aware of yet.

There must be away that this can be stopped soon as these sites, filled with horrific porn, is high jacking, sabotaging, changing names of blogs, and stealing scripts and images from bloggers. This is criminal behavior. Something has got to be done and soon.

I also have been high jacked several times that I know of by mymyblackteen and by "fuckedupteens", and they have also changed the title of one my blogs and renamed it Austria to get ice cream flavoured stamps, using the same words that I had used on my blog title mymyblackteen.com HIGHJACKS BLOGS & THEN INSERTS PORN
Evidently, they are making a big effort to highjack blogs where bloggers are trying to warn the Internet public on this.


Thankfully a lot of bloggers are trying to warn about this, yet are taking a risk when doing so of having their own blogs high jacked in the process.

Links where bloggers are trying to warn views, victims and potential victims concerning these sites are below.

Things that piss me off

Foritisi

My black teen hijacks blogs

Today's WAHMs
Missing Child Prevention Sex,Lies and Videotape


BLOGS THAT I HAVE POSTED TO WARN ON THIS THAT HAS BEEN SABOTAGED FOLLOWS BELOW: (TAKE MY WORD AND DO NOT CLICK THE LINKS) And this one will probably be sabotaged as well.

Austria to get ice cream flavoured stamps11 hours ago
OK, I have no idea what goes into the glue on the back of postage stamps already, but attempting to make it taste like ice cream in partnership with Haagen-Dazs ... mymyblackteen.com HIGHJACKS BLOGGERS BLOGS WITH PORN ...(by thefuckedupteens.com)


mymyblackteen.com HIGHJACKS BLOGS & THEN INSERTS PORN (by mymyblackteens & thefuckedupteens.com)

mymyblackteen.com WARNING ~ DO NOT CLICK THEIR SICK LINKS (by mymyblackteens SEVEN TIMES & also thefuckedupteens.com)

Get the point?



Katie
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

mymyblackteen.com HIGHJACKS BLOGS & THEN INSERTS PORN

I did a google search useing key words "pankaj saini" porn. A great deal has come up on this with this name also Cellinis aka Pankaj Saini. It appears that he has been working on this for quite awhile, and many of the links below are from forum boards. I had to cache the majority of them as the page would not load or page came up blank. I think there is a lot of information in the links where some email addresses are, some other information of his quest, who he spoke with, what he did, etc., that might help us get a better understanding and how to shut it down possibly. I am extremely busy and do not have time to name the links for easier read, so you will just have to click them like they are. Thankfully, there is not a lot of porn in the links, majority being forum boards.

For More Information on this, check links My Black Teen online sabatoge

Also the
link provided on SEX LIES & VIDEOTAPES!!
Missing Child Prevention Sex, Lies and Videotape

Cozy Campus Google Cache
Green Guy and Jim Google Cache
LOA Free Porn
Pay Site Watch Google Cache
cumshotcraze
Paysite Watch Google cache 2

Paysite Watch Google cache 3

Jim and Green Guy Google Cache 2

http://64.233.187.104/search?q=cache

Katie
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mymyblackteen.com SCAMS BLOGGERS WITH PORN

The last blog I wrote on mymyblackteen.com ~ WARNING DO NOT CLICK THEIR SICK LINKS, has now picked up that link with that title in hopes of shocking bloggers with their disgusting porn.

When I first checked the number of blogs the other day that could be found on blog search, the numbers were 14,153 and today they are 19,494. Using key word of babies, the other day numbers were 2,092 and today 3,162. Concerning keyword search children, the other day 1,274 and today 1,934. They have been very very busy, and I expect them to continue until they are stopped. I consider this breaking news, and this is nothing but a sabotage site toward bloggers that write on very important subjects. More effort needs to be made to shut this place down!

Below is word for word of that blog so that the warning on mymyblackteen.com will hopefully warn bloggers again.

This is a blog to warn others to beware and STOP before clicking on any links that mymyblackteen.com brings up.Listed below is just a small list of key words for those that will probably place in blogspot search and hopefully with these key words, a warning blog will come up exposing them before the unsuspected searcher realizes this disgusting, leud, crappy, sexual, awful blog is nothing but porn ~ hoping to real you in for shock!

For links concerning this see My Black Teen Online Sabatoge or from the blog below this one that includes many links beside this link

Also the link provided on SEX LIES & VIDEOTAPES!! Missing Child Prevention Sex, Lies and Videotape

There are now more blogspots concerning this. Internet users are taking a stand! Google and blog search for this, and if it touches your soul like it has others, feel free to sound your voice.

National Public Safety Football League union of public agency teams from throughout t United States Top News Phoenix Wins Guide to Sports Parents and Teens TV - American Academy Pediatrics minutes of light cardiovascular activity jogging minutes stretching Teen bedding care products gifts and toys nursery furniture and more baby online Car seats cheap toddler infant blankets mobiles more Preteen Boy Naked Girl. Preteen Crosses Room Pool Pal Floppy Swim Hats Underage love crazy poems poetry criminal hate friends people person beauty schools shops stores hair salons soft born died dead throat bangers balloons candles birthday holiday clothes wife husband family predators justice baby scamKatie yngathrrt
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Monday, July 10, 2006

mymyblackteen.com WARNING ~ DO NOT CLICK THEIR SICK LINKS

This is a blog to warn others to beware and STOP before clicking on any links that mymyblackteen.com brings up.

Listed below is just a small list of key words for those that will probably place in blogspot search and hopefully with these key words, a warning blog will come up exposing them before the unsuspected searcher realizes this disgusting, leud, crappy, sexual, awful blog is nothing but porn ~ hoping to real you in for shock! For links concerning this in more detail, see

My Black Teen Online Sabatoge or from the blog below this one that includes many links beside this link.

Also the link provided on SEX LIES & VIDEOTAPES!!
Missing Child Prevention Sex, Lies and Videotape

There are now more blogspots concerning this. Internet users are taking a stand! Google and blog search for this, and if it touches your soul like it has others, feel free to sound your voice.


National Public Safety Football League union of public agency teams from throughout t United States Top News Phoenix Wins Guide to Sports Parents and Teens TV - American Academy Pediatrics minutes of light cardiovascular activity jogging minutes stretching Teen bedding care products gifts and toys nursery furniture and more baby online Car seats cheap toddler infant blankets mobiles more Preteen Boy Naked Girl. Preteen Crosses Room Pool Pal Floppy Swim Hats Underage love crazy poems poetry criminal hate friends people person beauty schools shops stores hair salons soft born died dead throat bangers balloons candles birthday holiday clothes wife husband family predators justice baby scam

Katie yngathrrt
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mymyblackteen.com ONLINE SABOTAGE TOWARD CARING GROUPS

Yesterday while searching for new things a blogger wrote, I clicked on a link concerning something she wrote about her daughter on her birthday, thinking it was her link. Instead, a sexual, disgusting and sicking porn site came up and it had pictures of women from the area I am from. This individual and I do not agree on things, and at first I thought it was from someone she knew, or I knew or we both knew as a way to insure more flames between us erupted . But upon more research, I realized that the site captures your IP and shows whoever clicks the link, will show pictures from their area.

I stayed up until 2:00 last night investigating this site, and this is what I found out. mymyblackteen.com (I will not direct links to them as I refuse to have such filth come up on my blog, yet there are some indirect links via them, which I encourage you not to click) is a site that sabotages anyone that writes on blogs concerning children, missing children, children in need, predators, and the list goes on and on. While one may think they are clicking on a link concerning something important concerning children, they are going to find themselves in a shock.

SABOTAGE~~~ Make sure you scroll down to read about ONLINE SABOTAGE.

Upon further research, I found out that mymyblackteen.com was created June 23, 2006, and have over 14,153 posts on Blog Search and 513 results on Google. This is evident that this site has been VERY busy in their efforts to upset people.

Just about any thing that you place into blog search concerning children and important issues, their site will come up as well. I searched dozens of things, and it never failed for them to come up. Here are just a few examples of the dozens I looked up. (I would suggest not clicking any of the links shown underneath the links provided)

Missing ~ http://search.blogger.com/?as_q=mymyblackteen+missing

Children ~ http://search.blogger.com/?q=mymyblackteen+children (In case you did not notice, there are 1,274 posts on Children alone by mymyblackteen.com)

Babies ~ http://search.blogger.com/?q=mymyblackteen+babies (2,092 matching post by mymyblackteen. THIS IS SICK!!!)

Predators ~ http://search.blogger.com/?q=mymyblackteen+predators

I highly encourage one to click this link as it is very safe and has a great deal of information concerning this. SEX-LIES and VIDEOTAPES by Missing Child Prevention Blogspot.

I am under the impression that hundreds of bloggers who wrote about very important things, have no idea that their posting is linked to this site.

This site needs to be shut down and out of business and as soon as possible. And I hope anyone that now knows about this awful site will help in shutting it down.

I had another link up concerning this, and decided to delete it, but I did get one comment and I hope they do not mind if I post it here. I always try to include a link of what anyone wrote, but as you can see, they are Anonymous.

Anonymous said...
Try reporting it to ObscenityCrimes.com or right click and get the Properties or site server name, find their email and tell them.It's easy to get things shut down when you know how! ;)



Katie
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Sunday, July 09, 2006

Searching Rose Desrochers

It has come to my attention that my blogs concerning Rose Desrochers can no longer be found on the search blogspot, (and other independent bloggers also.) In other words, if you search for Rose Desrochers, only her stuff will come up in redundancy. Many blogs are missing in the search, except James Landrith's blogs, and that is understandable as he is a hard cookie to play with, and would not tolerate this.

I went back and read all the terms and conditions at Blogspot, and as far as I am concerned, I have not abused anything, and have only spoken the truth, and provided links to prove so. I think that it is unfair that Rose is allowed to speak and behave in any matter she chooses concerning people and with out proper research, yet she feels no one should say anything negative about her, or give links to prove things concerning her. For example, in a jealous rage because my site got a great deal of traffic from a link from OFF2HUNT, she wrote a blog concerning OFF2HUNT that the lady had a criminal record. Yet, in the end, she convinced OFF2HUNT to drop my link, which they did, and replaced it with her link at TW. This is just a small example of so many where her rage was shown on people.

For the record, anything I write on blogspot was placed in my journal before placing there. Blogspot has not contacted me concerning this, yet I intend to contact them.

I read in a blog where the blogger asked what the bigge is. The bigge is I am taking a stand for people that have faced problems by Rose. I personally do not think it is wrong to speak out on someone such as she, and expose her for all the damage she has done to people. Unlike her, I do this with great research before I place my hands on the keyboard. And unlike her, I make sure I never contradict myself.


I am sure this will be taken from the search for her also, as she will cry victim. As far as I am concerned, it is just another chapter in the book.

For more information concerning this, see blog underneath this one for links.
Katie
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Friday, July 07, 2006

Rose Sheds Snake Skins~Namaste?

This post concerning Rose was written by Indigo Black with both of us giving permission together concerning this. It was written for my blog by her, and it is evident that she spent a great deal of time and thought concerning this, as well as research realized by the links she provided concerning this.(She is on a needed vacation.) Please at the end of this blog see my comments concerning this.

Rose has a post (BTW, there is a good chance that my readers, or others in her rage that cannot connect to this link, but further down, I do have a cache on this available) on her blog about how she is the victim of cyberbullying and that there's a vendetta against her. In the post she recognizes that she is imperfect (as we all are), that she has made mistakes and done things out of anger and haste but asks that she should be forgiven because, in a nutshell, she's just being herself. I am suspicious as to her sincerity. One thing that I've learned about trolls is that they are highly adaptive. Like snakes, they'll shed their skin when it no longer suits their needs and adopt a new one that will help them better survive the new environment they find themselves in. Links given shows some of the shedding!

ANGELEYES BANNED In Searchen,
and then there is ROSE's Searchen profile to prove this,

and more shedding of skin with The LITERATURE Network~Swt Rose BANNED,

And Writer Magazine Has Something to Say HERE that might be important (You will need to scroll down some for the jest of the story, and this is a cache.)

WRITER NET, Starts off soft until you question her, and many victims of hers knows how that turnes out.

This Is Not A joke, scroll down to get the punch line of this , but you might have already heard the punch line!!

Writers Net, huge list of Rose's warnings , and do we question of where did she find the time to check these all out in long time responsible search?

ICQ FORUM, should they, as Shawn expressed be responsible for Rose Hospital stay?, sadly Rose again read between the lines of they cared, but expressed their thoughts!

ICQ concerning SHAWN as a cop, Police Officer in Canada? He NEVER WAS! Rose & both Shawn need to admit to this and it might be their first step admitting up to things.

Her destruction in links provided above, with time does not change over the years, and still today she jumps down people's throats for insignificant things. Even though she claims to believe in forgiveness and giving people second chances, she'll ban anyone from her website at the drop of hat and even though Jeff and Devrie Paris have not had any contact with her in months, she still has, and frequently refers to, The Shrine that she has devoted to them on her website. (Sorry, this was cached, but being banned I was concerned that some readers might not also get through. The battle, which sparked this plea for understanding, is currently being waged on James Landrith Ugly Roses and also James Landrith Shriviled Roses, and a new plot concerning the silly story of Landrith Lord Matt. Rose is trying to convince James to close the comments section to two posts detailing his unsavory run in with her. The incident happened in Sept. 2005 and every so often over the past 8 months a comment popped up from someone suffering from Rose's antisocial behavior. Then all of a sudden a comment showed up attacking James Landrith and from there it's been interesting ever since. The number one problem I see is that Rose continuously devalues and dehumanizes people who say negative things about her. In her own words, which you can read on her blog where she sounds off that she is harrassed, and she pretty much infers that all the negative things said about her are fake even though she acknowledges that she's hurt people with her behavior. (Yeah, I'm still trying to wrap my brain around that one too). The fact of the matter is that the gripes people have with her are legitimate. I am not speaking out against some strawman here.

Rose's own words and actions have defined her both in the past and in the present as a troll and bully. I was there when she was a member of Writers weekly
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I saw what she did to the place. If you look hard enough, you will still be able to find
what I read and saw, as well as many others. Rose needs to realize that her dismissal of these very real complaints against her as irrelevant and fraudulent is at the root of her problems. She has shown over and over that, contrary to her post, she really doesn't care that she has hurt other people. All she cares about is surrounding herself with people who will do nothing but bow down and worship the ground she walks on. That's fine. I have no problem with that. I would love to have a gaggle of worshippers. Who wouldn't? My thoughts on this is don't be sneaky about it. Put up your intentions in an obvious place so that people who are not interested can walk a wide circle around you. She also has the nerve to bitch about the fact that people will not allow the members of her site to come and post positive things about her in her defense and/or we disparage the fact that they do. Correct me if I'm wrong but when has she ever let anyone come to the defense of people she is at odds with on any of her sites? Does she even let people come to her site and rebuttal her claims against them? Does anyone know? Anyone? Bueller? In conclusion here is my direct response to Rose's post. I didn't bother to post it on her blog because I know it will not be published and possibly misunderstood but I felt the need to respond anyway:

Dear Mrs. Desrochers,

Namaste is a beautiful word that was taught to me by an offline friend. There is no direct translation for it but the general meaning is, "I recognize that which is divine within you" or the more secular version (seeing as I am an atheist and all) "I recognize your humanity". Whenever I deal with difficult people, this word and its associated concept is always at the forefront of my thoughts. It serves to remind me that good or bad the person in front of me is still human and still deserving of the basic respect that that entails. Having said that, I think that is important that you realize that your behavior is unacceptable. It is not once or twice that you have offended people. Quite the contrary, there are multitudes upon multitudes of instances where you have gone out of your way to be a bane to someone. Therefore at this point, simply apologizing is not enough. It's a start but talk is cheap and your transgressions require a little more effort on your part in order for them to be forgiven. You must understand that you have earned people's enmity and distrust and that you'll have to work twice as hard to earn their forgiveness. The first thing you can do is learn to control yourself and reign in your outbursts. Take a class in interpersonal communication and diplomacy. I assure you it will be money well spent. If you can't afford that, you're web savvy, look it up on the internet. Here is a good site on conflict management and there are other websites~~~~~~~~~ that you can google~~~~~~~~ out there that will teach you how to manage conflict effectively and get along with people. The second thing you can do is work on your comprehension skills. Stop skimming material. Slow down and read each word. If you don't know what a word means, look up in the dictionary. Many of your conflicts come from you misunderstanding what someone has said and then you make assumptions about what they meant. Stop making assumptions. All it does it make an Ass out of U. Not only that, it makes you look...unintelligent and as a "Freelance Writer" that's the last thing you want. It will take a lot of time and effort to overcome your bad rep but I assure you it can be done. And even then there will still be people who don't like you and people who are unable to forgive what you did to them. That's life. But most people will be willing to give you a second chance, you just have to prove that you're worth it.









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To Katie's readers, I realize that I've probably wasted a chunk of writing time that could have been used on more productive things such as plucking out all of those gray hairs that mysteriously appeared on my 31st birthday. Even if Rose reads this, she probably won't care enough to try to change or she'll just come back with some nasty remark about how we're continuing to put her down and bully her. That's fine. I just don't want it to be said that I did not give her a chance. One thing that I've always believed, and will continue to believe, is that even the worst of us can change. I do realize that ultimately it is their choice but I feel that meeting someone halfway is giving them rope and enough slack to either climb up out of the darkness or hang themselves. Either way the decision is in their hands. And with that I say Namaste.

Poopersccoops boldy comes out with this
When will this drama end?

Indigo Black

I did change some wording in this blog that was written by Indigo. I hope she approves. I did so because some of the links did not work that she gave me when it came to placing it on the blog, which caused me to rearrange some words and writings and to use cache effect. (And I did add some of my own thoughts to things). My intent was not to change what she wrote on, yet I did expanded on it more. Personally, I think what she wrote was well thought out and very kind concerning this situation. She is much kinder than I would be, and maybe I need to think on that. And I might think on that when I see how the plot expands and the stories that can be told concerning her. I am still thinking on this. I do get concerned with articles Rose writes, such as Teens, Blogs & Internet Safety concerning childrens pictures on the Internet Highway that she is so against, AND

then questioned on her own website, Hopes & Hugs for Children where she gives a picture and then links and a great deal of information on these children. . NOW do not get me wrong, I think it is a wonderful site and one that needs attention to. My only question is why does she make a statement of such things and then places things on her site that she writes in articles against?

I have learned that a Rose can come in many colors and can have many names, such as:
BubblesR
Swtdesrose
hotheadedbrunette
PoetryWatchDog
DesertRose
WomanOnTop
AngeleEyes
SwtRose
BeautifulSmile
desertrosedreams
PSPAddict, and I am sure there many more.


Even the famous artist REDOUTE teaches us about colors and names of different Roses! And as Rose pointed out in her blog concerning three sides to a story, she is right, there is one SIDE and the other side and then the truth! And I am speaking the truth to the best of my knowledge & with great research & thought, and I am sorry if I piss others off concerning this and I refuse to hide behind a religious picture as an example concerning this situation. Truth is proof with me, and I think I have a great deal of the cards in the deck to make my point. What is nice about this, is that I am not bluffing.

Katie
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